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I make really bad choices and     I regret them immediately but I make them anyway And I am reminded of them every single day (mostly in the shower) and    my heart aches so bad I want to rip it out of my chest every time Because every choice is permanent and these are choices    I made for myself and I've got no one else to blame And I want to start over but I can't because I've given this world    a pain I could never take back And I live every day trying not    to be sorry for what I am There are people who tell me I'm not a terrible person and    they shower me with compliments I'd never believe But no one knows me like I

I want someone Someone who's warm Someone whose eyes melt the harsh coldness in mine Someone whose touch is so gentle but firm at the same time, mending all my broken pieces together Someone whose voice tames the demons inside me and lulls them to sleep Someone whose kisses are so deep they make my toes curl Someone whose hugs are so tight, I never want to let go Someone whose presence is nerve-wracking but comforting at the same time I want someone who's warm

I'd tell you I loved you But I'd be lying I'd give you my heart But it's dying And now you're crying I'd kiss all your tears To make the pain go away I'd hold my heart out To make me stay But I've never been yours to take And now I watch as our hearts break

I watch As the raindrops fall to the ground I watch As the words fall from your mouth I watch As you fall out of love And I watch As everything falls apart